I'm hoping I get a few answers tonight with my phone appointment but at the same time I really don't know if I will. I think I'm kind of nervous about it. Most mornings I wake up and feel like I'm hyperventillating and going to vomit. That usually lasts through about half of the paper route and then it calms down. Today it didn't, felt like it's been with me most of the day.
I think the most important question I need an answer to is what is the next step if Bill's heart won't allow him to have the procedures in LA. And if the condition of his heart won't let him have the procedures does that also rule out having surgery. My mind whirls.
I'm not sure I'm looking forward to telling Bill whatever I find out.