Thursday, July 10, 2008

Odd music


I'm sitting here listening to the soundtrack of Juno. It's a little different. It almost sounds like folk music, the words are anything but! Jess & I rented this movie one night. I was surprised at how much I liked the music. I finally just bought it off iTunes. I go through spells of listening to it almost nonstop. I find the words fascinating. I think alot of the words remind me of Cushing's, which really seems to do a number on the mind. I think when I really get into the Cushie thoughts and feeling so bad for everyone that has it, is when I play the music alot.
Originally the songs made me think of Justin. He has had a rough time mentally & it's so hard to see your child like this.
So, sometimes I just sit here and listen to the music and some of it makes me cry. Some of it reminds me of Cushing's support board members.
You know how sometimes you hear an old song and immediately have a rush of feelings from some previous time in your life. I know that if I was to hear one of these songs in twenty years or so, it would probably bring me to tears. There's no way I would associate these songs with anything but Cushing's now.

2 comments:

Leslee said...

Hi Judy, this is MaMa T, I can't imagine what you have been through, except that I have a son that has Wegener's Granulomatosis and now my daughter has Cushing's so I can somewhat relate to you. Thank you for your advice I appreciate it very much. I just wanted to tell you i was born in colorado springs and now live outside of Greeley. If you ever need to talk please let me know. You are definitely "Mother of the Year!"

judycolby said...

Hi, we used to go to Ft. Collins sometimes to aee a chiropractor. Pretty area up there.
You have alot going on also. Some days it's just really hard, isn't it?